Foreshadow
My father - a tall shy man-
Lay dying in his Barcalounger.
Tears lay unshed between us.
I was nineteen.
Our prayers took the form of
Smoothing lotion on his hands &
Feet. Visions filled my mind.....
Defeated oat cells giving up &
threshed by holy god.
I never had much heart after that.
My mother so far and filled with
Contempt. She hired professionals
To clear the house of dark spirits.
Which is why, long before covid, I
Hesitate to smooth the hair of my
Son. Too much for me to contemplate
Holding your hand. A dismal example
Of faith in action.